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My return is in short. I am still on my way. I went to a place, most close of all...I have done the thing needed most of all. As one even greater persutes will unfold but, in the time being there has been great changes. Miss from the both...My return will be swift. Very great things are ahead.
I hope things have been well with all of you. It has been missed, I hope to return soon to you all.
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darkness......
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darkness...all it is never ends all the same never ends never never never....cant stop cant...never must know must find out why its wrong....dissection only thing needed now only thing only thing...ha...ha ha ha...HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!
I don't know how many he has already slain he just keeps going, all I hear is a faint scream. I can't see anything, everything is gone...just like in the darkness. Understandable but, he slipped through I couldn't hold him back any longer. I can't even remotely get to him to try and stop it. I am gone...lost in good memory. He can't be stopped...he never will be...
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All lost in good memory....
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How? 7:8...so close...closer then anyone...he keeps clawing at me...clawing clawing clawing...can't stop can't won't never never never...maybe, yes...maybe if I just have him...yes yes...just a little he will be quite for more then five damn minutes...not fully just a small amount not at all...small very small...yes yes...no I can't no...to unknown even if little gets past I can loose everything...he keeps trying trying trying...can't stop no no no...7:8 7:8...ratio why why why...even alone...he is clawing...with new helmet and while on deathsticks alone...he is clawing...he wants out...I can't no not even for the shortest seconds...no no no...I can't I won't...why 7:8 no no no...
See, look at me ramble. He really wants out. …
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My new helmet has held him off longer then expected.....Now there is a matter of the actions I have taken. I am still in my lab and will always be available to anyone who would needs my services or required them. Wither it be as a Doctor or a Scientist. I have join a new order but, more out of faith to create something great with you all that I have known for these passing moments. Possibly even a banding together of some sorts....but, that will be up to the Emperor himself. I bid a farewell....for the time being anyways.
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I think its time....
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I can't take it anymore, everyday....everyday...its all the same...I can't take it...its like a rancor slowly chewing at my head...I can't take it...don't know when it will happen, it will happen soon though....I can't take it...when he comes out I won't be able to stop him...he is close, very close, so close, very very close...there he goes, I can't even think straight anymore, the only thing is helping is work but, the more I work the more he starts to come out. Work slows the process but, slowly makes him come and slither his way back out...I can't...I can't, nothing I do seems to work anymore...nothing...even with one person in the room, sight of large amounts of blood, organs, interesting specimens, all interesting, ver…
Continue of Experiment 7R-62-0T.
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Experiment 7R-62-0T, was a great success all results positive and treatment has been administered to all patients and the disease known as Infant Neurological Destruction Syndrome or I.N.D.S. Has been fully eradicated.
I don't know why...lately it has been even harder to ward off my other side. He keeps clawing his way out at any given moment. A deathstick every week or so used to be it. Now...however he has show increase...now I am having to smoke a deathstick every few minutes or so. It is becoming tiresome....I honestly don't know how long I can keep this up....everyday its the same thing....one or two people I can handle but when there is more...it becomes hard to contain him even while I am smoking a deathstick. I fear …
Eperiments and work.
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Experiment 7R-62-0T this is a bit different....it was created while I was in my other state. My other side as some know is an absolute genius he is much smarter then I can ever become. Only one problem is he is mad....insane, unable to balance his thoughts and only cares of dissecting every being he sees. Trying to work with him is very...tiresome.
The experiment is a new kind of serum that is a cure for a new disease that has become apparent. I was contacted by a few other scientists that needed my help with this...the disease in question causes some unusual effects to unborn force user's that are still being developed in the womb, they shared with me all there notes they had. It was...eventful. Hard to exactly pinpoint wha…
Experiments and work.
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The tested serum item number 17-R4 has been improving. Use of this on subject causes them to eventually die. I mostly made this item out of pure boredom. Can be given in either a gas, solid, or liquid state causing the same effects.
Effects are as follows: nausea, vomiting, uncontrolled body functions, hemorrhaging, internal bleeding, melting of skin and muscles, extreme seizures of organs themselves. Internal organs also begin to melt and subject vomits liquefied organs. Not in that order...
I have been testing this as a means to demoralize our enemies either in battle or as an assassination. However like I stated before I made this out of pure boredom...more information of the times is being tested. Have found that different s…